He begged for help in the darkness and despair, Groped blindly for a savior but no one was there. The pressure built, forcing him further down, Isolated, and lost there was no one around. Till the day he played the knife down his arm, No one thought that he would self harm The freshly fallen [...]
(Another poem, this one is from 2010.) Actions blurred together to create a haze, Time melting, twisted and warping days to days. Chaos dances behind my thoughts and colours my reasoning. Caught up in my own personal hell, Life’s up or downs nothing even and well. Everything’s thrown into a confusion riddled pit. No help [...]
(Here's another of my poems from my darker years. It really is amazing how much my outlook has changed. ) I ripped out my heart for you Lost my will to exist Broken mind, nothing seems true Everything is a hazy mist Confusion clouds my every thought My life has fallen apart All your lies [...]
(I've been going through a lot of my old journals and notebooks with poetry that I had wrote several years ago. Some of it is dated 2008! The difference in the person I was then and the person I am now is astounding. So I thought I might share some of my poetry over the [...]
Your disdain for me is evident in the little games you like to play, Each day you push me further hoping that I’ll disappear and go away. I’ve put myself out there time and time again, For everyone’s sake, I’ve tried just to be your friend. But you only pretend that I exist when you [...]
I am static among the calmness of the mind. I am a raging storm on the otherwise calm sea. I am a breath of fresh air, denying broken ideals a place in my life. I am a variant in a world too ignorant to embrace difference. I am beautiful in my own chaotic way. I am human. I am me. I am... Undefinable.
I’d like to say I’m sorry that my feelings are hurt with I’m ignored by people I consider my family, but I’m not. It simply means that I care, maybe too much, but I’ll never consider love to be a weakness.