Thanks for the LIES

In July of 2015 I applied for SSI through Human Arc, I was promised that my case would be processed in under six months, and because I met all the required markers for SSI (autism, gender dysphoria, social anxiety, PTSD to name a few) there should be no problems with my case at all. It [...]

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Empty

The evening before last I had fully intended to kill myself. I was, and frankly still am, tired of the struggle. I’m tired of nothing ever seeming to get better no matter how hard I fight. I’m tired of seeing facebook post after facebook post of states in the US making laws that blatantly descriminate [...]

A Hot Shower and a Hotel Room for the Night

But those are plans for the future, and worry as we may with them there is no way to make them anything other than wishes and hopes at this point. Hopes that my family can find a new home before my depression pushes me over the edge. Hopes that my family can find a way to sustain ourselves despite the overwhelming odds and disabilities that we face. Dreams that we can breathe easy one day and be happy again. Hopes and dreams are all we have right now, aside from each other.