Muddled: Trying to Make Sense from All the Bullshit

In the society that I live in, people like me are disposable. I have two strikes against me, and half of a lifetime of abuse has given me a third in the form of PTSD and social anxiety. The latter of the two could have been prevented had the world been kinder to someone like me. I have been crippled by the abuse that society has perpetrated upon people that aren’t “normal”.

Out of Ignorance and Into my Pants: Bathroom Laws Against the Transgender Community

With the passing of North Carolina’s Bill HB2 into law, the war against the transgender community reached an all-time high, or rather low. The bill designates that no one shall be allowed to use a public restroom or gender specific facilities that does not match the biological gender on their birth certificate. The aim of [...]

Empty

The evening before last I had fully intended to kill myself. I was, and frankly still am, tired of the struggle. I’m tired of nothing ever seeming to get better no matter how hard I fight. I’m tired of seeing facebook post after facebook post of states in the US making laws that blatantly descriminate [...]

FB Group: Autistic Adults

Being autistic is a challenge that can be very trying even on your best day. From my experience, people don’t generally think like I do or even process information the same way I do. Bluntly put, I am the odd man out when compared with society. Due to my trouble with noise, I cannot live [...]

Reflection

I will be glad when 2015 is over, this has been the worse year of my life by far. The entire year I’ve spent dealing with one clusterfuck after another, and the day before Christmas was just hell. I am depressed and have to keep reminding myself what I have to live for. I found [...]

Caitlyn Jenner does not represent me as a transgender individual.

“If you look like a man in a dress, it makes people uncomfortable.” I can not express how utterly disgusted I am once again with Caitlyn Jenner. From the beginning of her transition when she made a huge deal on national television I have not liked Jenner. She has been the topic of several of [...]

Texas Bathroom Ban

So now if I go to visit my family and have to pee I’d better hold it until I get home, no matter how long I’m out. Going to the movies, forget it. Going shopping for anything other than a quick milk and bread run, forget it. Pretty much leaving the house for more than two or three hours, is off limits thanks to this bill. I’m to be relagated to the women’s restroom where I can be beaten, maced, peppersprayed, or worse (because you can pretty much carry a firearm whereever you want to in Texas) I can be shot. What a way to welcome new potential residents or tourists. Things like this make me wonder why anyone would ever think that being transgender is a choice.